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December 27 Sad NewsHi everyone.
Sorry to put you all in a bad moods with 2 bad blogs in a row. Just wanted to let you guys know that Stephen and I broke up. I'll give you all a minute to let it sink in....
I did it about 3 weeks ago. We had talked about it for several months and one night I felt like if I wasn't going to do it then I never would. It was a Sunday night. Why you ask? Well, here's why.
For a long time I never saw marriage happening between us and we date to potentially find a spouse right? I didn't want to get rid of him, just the dating. I didn't realize how much of a part he played in my life until he was gone. He really was my best friend. I spent the better part of 3 years with him everyday. I have never been so close to anyone in my life (except God of course) and I loved him for that. It made it espeacially hard because he's so handsome and wholesome. He's really a good guy. He's the guy that everyone likes and knows and always has something nice to say. He's a Christian and goes to church and he's gonna graduate from Purdue in May with a Bachlor Degree in Computer Technology and he's REALLY funny. Everything sounds great on paper (or blog, hehe) but it just didn't feel right to further the relationship by marriage. Most of my friends told me that there is no such thing as Mr. Perfect and that I should marry him because we love each other so much. But I realized that just because you love someone doesn't mean you have to marry them. I belive that we are all meant to be with some particular person. I think Stephen was in my life to prepare me for that person, but he is not the one.
Breaking up with him was the hardest thing I"ve ever had to do. We both just cried for hours. Even 3 weeks later it's really hard still; plus Christmas and New Years and Valentines Day. We agreed to "stay friends." I put it in quotes because we cannot be 'friends,' because we were so much more than that. We are between friends and dating. We are frating. hahahahaha. How's that?
Keep us both in your prayers.
Word of the day is none other than, frating.
Person of the day is Tyler. He's been my next closest buddy even before Stephen. We had a really good conversation tonight and he deserves to be on the Mindy List. Yay!
Well, it's 2:12am so I'm going to bed. I got a new alarm clock for Christmas that plays the sounds of the ocean and rain and summer night and waterfall and such; it even displays the time on the ceiling if you are too lazy to turn your head to see the actual clock. It's soo cool. I look foward to going to bed now. Everyone wash their hands! Flu season is still upon us and take your vitamans!
Love you all!
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