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    December 01

    The Nice has Ended!

     
    This is a rant.
     
    I am so tired of being nice all the time. I have to be presentable, nice, fair, honest, good, helpful, smiling and bubbly for my job every SINGLE DAY. I get so tired of it. I love being happy and those things, but sometimes I just wanna smack a kid and punch a parent.
     
    I feel like I'm the only one that tries with everything that I am to be nice and fair. And you know what? I don't fee like being nice a holding back my feelings. I told my mom to shutup a little while ago and it felt great. I have no remorse for it. I will within 5 minutes but for right now, I would say it again. She was making me mad and butting in and I wanted her to stop so I just flat out told her to shut up. She got mad at me and told me that was very disrespectful and didn't appreciate it. I said, "I know." I knew what I said and what it meant....why else would I say it?? I was TRYING to make her feel bad. People NEVER go out of their way to make me feel the way I bend over backwards to make them feel. So I need to tone down my niceness. I give so much to everyone around me and I get not even half of it back. I usually don't ask for it back, but right now, I WANT IT BACK! If I hold the door for you, say THANK YOU. I need to hear it. If I do something speacial for you, TELL ME HOW MUCH IT MEANT TO YOU. People are so stupid and IMMATURE. At Clifty Creek where I work there are parents that have the maturity of THEIR OWN CHILDREN. That is freakin' ridiculous!!!! GROW UP AND DO YOUR PART IN THE WORLD YOU LAZY BUMS!!! GAH!
     
    I just get so upset sometimes. I still wanna backhand a kid though. By telling my mom to shut up gave me the relase I needed. I meant every bad meaning behind it too. I know I shouldn't have said it and deep down I am sorry, but I'm not going to entertain that thought right now while I"m mad. We will be talking and she automatically assumes that I NEED to hear what is on her mind. She thinks she has something monumental coming out of her mouth everytime she speaks...and that's not true. Sometimes she needs to just close her mouth and L-I-S-T-E-N. AHHHH!
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    Picture of Anonymous
    Bloodshedder wrote:
    There are enough jerks in the world. Please don't become one of them.

    Me? I take my anger out on people on the Internet. There's a greater quantity of stupid people there to get mad at, and it's also much safer.
    Dec. 4
    Picture of Anonymous
    Keatherducky wrote:
    I hope you feel better and remember I love you...but dont hit a kid cause i dont want to visit you in jail...:)
    Dec. 2

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